tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125740246561385624.post8527416410967877896..comments2012-09-04T19:06:56.502-04:00Comments on Got Max?: Here's what really happenedMackenziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08286676913621404374noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125740246561385624.post-91472751830226289722011-09-01T00:12:15.510-04:002011-09-01T00:12:15.510-04:00In all honestly, if I knew what I was feeling with...In all honestly, if I knew what I was feeling with this guy/for this guy, things would be much clearer. I don't think that there's any hope left. There's probably some regret, but only because i wish that things hadn't turned out the way that they did. There's anger, I think that it's partly directed inwards though. i know that I'm a difficult person to get along with sometimes because I have strict views about how things should be, I'm just bossy. I know that there's some sadness because I did really like him as a friend but that this point, I really don't know if a friendship is worth continuing.Mackenziehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08286676913621404374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125740246561385624.post-27150507297157110182011-08-31T23:21:49.187-04:002011-08-31T23:21:49.187-04:00Okay...having just read your first post and now re...Okay...having just read your first post and now reading this addendum I am slightly confused. I am not sure how to interpret your words. Can you clarify more about what you are feeling? Hope? Regret? Anger? Sadness? Just as the shift in your last post caught my attention, so did this. I'm sensing that you are conflicted - torn between so many different emotions that it's hard to make sense of them. I think if you can dig down deep and narrow down what you are really feeling, then you will be able to come to terms with everything that happened.<br /><br />But again, that's just my interpretation...and I'm basing your situation on my past experiences, so I'm a little biased. But hey, those are my two cents. Take them for what they're worth. :)<br /><br />Also, don't blame yourself. Not entirely. Maybe you caused some of the difficulties...but a guy who can't be bothered to bring you NyQuil when you are sick clearly isn't pulling his weight. Takes two to tango, sister. And two to miss the beat.<br /><br />~SPShaneiferdhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04803942549686024139noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6125740246561385624.post-12208933450236548402011-08-28T00:31:22.113-04:002011-08-28T00:31:22.113-04:00I read both of these...and about 95% of the time I...I read both of these...and about 95% of the time I thought "wow I can relate to this." Me and him didn't speak for almost a year because one day he just stopped speaking to me. Out of the blue, no reason except he just couldn't deal with his emotions correctly. Nine months later I saw him out with mutual friends. He saw me, turned, and bolted. I texted him and said "really? can we just end this nonsense already?" In the past I had been so nasty to him after he randomly started ignoring me...sending him hateful messages. I just wanted SOME response, but even with my nastiest comments I couldn't get a response. Recently I apologized to HIM twice and said I'm sorry for being nasty, which I am, but I still resent the fact that it was ME who *still* apologized while he's the one who was a complete jerk and ignored me for so long. Don't let yourself be fooled into thinking it was you who should be to blame if it really isn't..Christenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13043000594816932019noreply@blogger.com