Eat Pray Love

Eat Pray Love has been sitting on my nightstand for months, literally. I'm surprised that Netflix didn't send me a reminder "Hey bitch, you have our movie. Watch it or send it back". I finally watched it last night. I think that I procrastinated watching it because I knew that I would have to be in the right mood. Last night was the perfect time to watch it because I was totally open to it. It definitely made me sit there and think about shit. 

I need to really love myself before I can love anyone else but how exactly do I do that? I like myself, is that not enough? 

Apparently, Italians have the science of doing absolutely nothing down pat. I'm jealous. I have two whole days off (craziest shit ever!) next week so I think that I'm going to sit around and try to do absolutely nothing. I don't know how well that's going to work out because I have a hard time doing nothing. Don't get me wrong, I can stay in bed for long periods of time because I'm either sleeping, reading or doing other things that require a bed. Don't think too hard about that one. Maybe I should go to Italy and learn dolce far niente, the sweetness of doing nothing. Maybe Daddy will fund that expedition, I won't hold my breath  for that one...